| Sorry that I havent been as in touch as I want to be... Alot has been up, weird how that always happends when I'm away from school... I just want everyone to know that I love 'em and that things will get much better (from a social standpoint  ) when I get back to school. I miss everyone like crazy!!!
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| You know how everything is ok? Like you are fine with the way things are going and despite some complications that arise...you make the best and you can feel good about everything. But then the phone rings and you let yourself go for those few minutes and everything from the past comes rushing back like a freakin' surge and all you can do is hold everything back from crying.
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| So...umm....this weekend was interesting. I hated being gone. Missing important events, even if for good reasons, still makes me feel uneasy.
I'm kinda happy. Like, since the break up...I havent even entertained the idea of maybe dating. I was planning on being single until I graduated...well at least 6 months or so. But I guess it happens when you least expect it.
I have always been a little skeptical of writing on here or any other type of blog, b/c I always felt that I personally was complaining and who wants to hear a complainer. But I figure that only the people that matter will read this. So I guess it doesn't really matter.
Oh yea...I saw something last night...thanx Ken...I think I can honestly say that was an honeest emotional workout.
"There is only us..."
"DELETED SCENES BITCHES!!"
And too my boss and senator in arms...I love ya and I promise that I'm all ears and here to listen to ya...no matter what!
~CoDy |
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| Its fixin' to be shay's b-day...what does that mean? well what does that imply?
- Gettin' drunk when i know i shouldn't...
- going to a gay bar and watching a drag show and maybe being a lil' drunk
- having suprise guests and getting even more drunk and kissing some pretty fine gurls...
oooh well...i guess i'll survive
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANA!!!
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| I went and saw Andrew today. It was really nice. I just sat there for a while and stuff...cleaned up and bought some yellow and red roses...odd combination, but in a weird way they looked very nice. I stayed there for about an hour and after I left there I went to visit his parents which was fun too. It was a good morning. Nice to leave the house and drive back to Melissa. It was peaceful.
I miss everyone very very very much. I love you guys!!
CoDy |
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